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i really dislike the ideas of family the people your saposed to rely on
its sucks when you have a person in your life and you dont want them to be there
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Ozzy Fonzzy: give me back my boxers
StEpH61686: stm im selling them
Ozzy Fonzzy: i don t think
Ozzy Fonzzy: so
Ozzy Fonzzy: what kind are they
StEpH61686: now can you honestly tell me you actually care
StEpH61686: well there fruit of the loom i donno
StEpH61686: how the fuck should i know
StEpH61686: im not infatuated with your underwear
Ozzy Fonzzy: it would be funny i u were though
Ozzy Fonzzy: if*
StEpH61686: indeed funny but sad
Ozzy Fonzzy: what do i have to do to get them back
StEpH61686: its like dam its the closest i will ever come to conors krotch
StEpH61686: nothing big really just sexual favors
Ozzy Fonzzy: oh really....when should i come over
Ozzy Fonzzy: to get my undies...of coarse
StEpH61686: when your penis gets as big as your ego
StEpH61686: i hope you can tell sarcasm
StEpH61686: did rob tell you i had them
StEpH61686: you left them at my house when you were hitting on eileen
Ozzy Fonzzy: well i hope u can tell my small ego that i keep to myself
Ozzy Fonzzy: ohhhh that's cold steph
StEpH61686: im sorry ive never been one to say anything meaninful just belittling
StEpH61686: Ozzy Fonzzy: to get my undies...of coarse YOU SAID UNDIES *STM
Ozzy Fonzzy: i sure did
StEpH61686: good for you
StEpH61686: did rob tell you
Ozzy Fonzzy: he told i could buy my undies back on e-bay
Ozzy Fonzzy: me*
StEpH61686: its alright you dont have to use proper grammer i get the idea
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha
Ozzy Fonzzy: i m in need of clean undies.....help me
StEpH61686: and you think these are gonna be clean
StEpH61686: make shift underwear
StEpH61686: or just do what i do when i run out go gree and easy
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha good call
StEpH61686: see this is where i would put free
StEpH61686: *
StEpH61686: and alittle star
Ozzy Fonzzy: that hurt
StEpH61686: oh i thought i would get a sympathy laugh
Ozzy Fonzzy: i did
StEpH61686: and then tell you my views on how i dont amuse myself
Ozzy Fonzzy: so how do not amuse your self
Ozzy Fonzzy: hello?
StEpH61686: hi
StEpH61686: hows the world
StEpH61686: i didnt understand the question
Ozzy Fonzzy: i didn t either
StEpH61686: this is weird how you always seem to talk to me out of the blue
StEpH61686: its weird but entertaining
Ozzy Fonzzy: u never say anything in school
Ozzy Fonzzy: actully i never say anything in school
StEpH61686: true but because i feel everyones out to get me i keep my opinions to myself your brother called me a witch today things like that really make me wanna start conversation with ur family
StEpH61686: but i highly doubt ill let brians words eat at my insides because hes brian
StEpH61686: its like taking mark sereously
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha
Ozzy Fonzzy: same with me in school
StEpH61686: understandible sorry if im being to foward with my opinions on the world you must think im odd its ok i pass judment too
StEpH61686: ok so back to your underwear i guessing tina would be very interested in them
StEpH61686: so i guess your gonna have to outbid her
Ozzy Fonzzy: that's rough
Ozzy Fonzzy: i'd rather receive them from u
StEpH61686: yea but id rather receive money but its a good thought i'll think that over
StEpH61686: are you going to the glassjaw show on sat
Ozzy Fonzzy: no.....i m going skating
StEpH61686: oh. . .im going to michelles sweet sixteen thinger
StEpH61686: seems a hell of a lot interesting than mine will be
StEpH61686: thats cool though
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha i wasn t invited.........i wasn t invited to anyone's.....i m an outcast
StEpH61686: yea definity no one must like you
StEpH61686: not at all though
StEpH61686: i believe you will get over her rejection
StEpH61686: those things are over rated anyway
Ozzy Fonzzy: yea i know they are pointless
Ozzy Fonzzy: are u having one
StEpH61686: see if i can pull it off my sweet sixteen will just be my drunken house orgy party
Ozzy Fonzzy: nice
StEpH61686: thats truly meaningful
StEpH61686: i dont think im of any right to have some normalcy on my life to have a regular birthday
Ozzy Fonzzy: their is no such thing as a regular birthday party
Ozzy Fonzzy: so whats the deal with pete.......are u still seeing him
StEpH61686: oh dear god . . . that ended
StEpH61686: offically sunday
StEpH61686: but like sex wise i awhile ago
StEpH61686: i just love meaniful relationshipsb
StEpH61686: r u gonna be at the parade
StEpH61686: im contemplating going because one im lazy and dont wanna have to face well anything at all
Ozzy Fonzzy: definitly not...i might be marching with the pipe band i m in...if not i will be sleeping
StEpH61686: do you have a uniform
StEpH61686: for the pipe band
StEpH61686: oh them you must
Ozzy Fonzzy: i 'd tell you but then i d have to kill you
Ozzy Fonzzy: seriously yes......and i m proud of it
StEpH61686: no i want a picture
StEpH61686: ill give you a picture of me in a girlscout uniform on the cover of a magizine like 2 years ago very sickning it should be an equal trade
Ozzy Fonzzy: hahaha oh my god......let's trade for my boxers
StEpH61686: im so down with that
Ozzy Fonzzy: yea....i want see that pic so badly now
StEpH61686: yea danielle wanted to frame it and put in on her wall
Ozzy Fonzzy: danielle?
Ozzy Fonzzy: we made a deal
StEpH61686: did i say she was going to
StEpH61686: she wanted to
StEpH61686: so lets get this staight
StEpH61686: you get your underwear back
Ozzy Fonzzy: i don t think i can trust you
StEpH61686: can you trust anyone in this world
StEpH61686: trust is irrelivant
Ozzy Fonzzy: very true
StEpH61686: so what am i getting in this
Ozzy Fonzzy: ur getting my under wear and a pic of me when i posed for the cub scouts
StEpH61686: no thats not recent
StEpH61686: that was like 4
StEpH61686: th grade
StEpH61686: i want you in a skilt
StEpH61686: kilt*
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha i m joking....i don t any pics yet but i can wear a skirt
StEpH61686: can i take a picture of you wearing a kilt
Ozzy Fonzzy: the kilt isat the irish american center it's madd exspensive
Ozzy Fonzzy: StEpH61686: when your penis gets as big as your ego ...............that's madd funny
StEpH61686: thanks i was amazed i would dish out somthing so witty i never fail to surprise myself
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha this comment may prove i have a bid ego but i don't need my penis grow anymore
Ozzy Fonzzy: to*
StEpH61686: im not gonna comment on that statment...
StEpH61686: and yet you contradict yourself when you say Ozzy Fonzzy: well i hope u can tell my small ego that i keep to myself
Ozzy Fonzzy: yes i don t think i have a big ego........i think u think i do
Ozzy Fonzzy: do u?
StEpH61686: hmmm sometimes when people make comment to be about your opinions and how you treat woman but then its hard to say i think its more of a question do i think your a good person or not
Ozzy Fonzzy: what??? how i treat women.....i wish i had a women to treat......i don t even see girls outside of school beside's you.....and last time i saw you was the last show
StEpH61686: i would like to know what your opinion of me if because my thought would consist of you thinking im easy and such
StEpH61686: well its hard to have good opinions of you when your told that somone you were gonna hang out with told their friend that they were gonna get head from someone
StEpH61686: its understandible thoughts though
StEpH61686: i probably would have if i had truly cared
StEpH61686: and ive offended you
Ozzy Fonzzy: yo justin's a dick.......he told me to go to your house because you would give me head.....justin kept saying you said u wanted...in my opinion i would have hung out with or i would have fooled around with either way i m with someone i like being with
StEpH61686: yea but he wasnt the one who told me yea justin does think im easy are you gonna go tomorrow you should
StEpH61686: miller and company are playing at roslyn hs at 7
Ozzy Fonzzy: can i get a ride from u
Ozzy Fonzzy: or your sister
StEpH61686: sure
Ozzy Fonzzy: ok cool
Ozzy Fonzzy: who told i think ur easy
StEpH61686: no one
Ozzy Fonzzy: why did u say someone did
StEpH61686: i think you think im easy from comments i heard from you not you stating im easy i could really care less of what your opinion is but its always interesting to see what people think about you
StEpH61686: ook well im tired of the internet about now
Ozzy Fonzzy: i don t think ur easy i think ur one if the only girls worth being with
Ozzy Fonzzy: ohhh ur leaving
StEpH61686: thats truly meaningful you make me think differently about the male gender
StEpH61686: yet the idea you cant trust anyone always come up in my mind
Ozzy Fonzzy: i know
Ozzy Fonzzy: do think i m the type of guy who goes out and get's laid every weekend
Ozzy Fonzzy: and goes to crazy parties with million of "popular" kids
StEpH61686: well i dont think your the type you actually wants meaningful or just a relationship with someone you just wanna be able to fool around with people you come across and have a good time in life
StEpH61686: do you think im a nerd who sits at home on the internet all day wishing i was someone im not
Ozzy Fonzzy: haha absolutly not
StEpH61686: well i dont think to go with the crowd
StEpH61686: and because you always been like that people admire you for that
StEpH61686: theres always a reason for everything i wanna know what your reason is
StEpH61686: well what are your intentsions
Ozzy Fonzzy: picture it this way......there is no crowd to follow there is only what u have for the moment and what u do
Ozzy Fonzzy: ummm my intentions are to do what i can do with each minuate in life wether it is to be with 4 sexy girls at once or to be skating with my friend.....either way i want to do something i want to do
StEpH61686: this way for the moment everyone needs belonging acceptance to see others actions and go along with them in hopes for that need and one who could care less about who they know in life which is completly different from how they live it
StEpH61686: doesnt everyone though to live life to the fullest i guess you could say
Ozzy Fonzzy: nobody does........it's two comlicated for me to tell you my idea on the computer
Ozzy Fonzzy: i ll tell you another day
StEpH61686: im holding you one that one
StEpH61686: im out
Ozzy Fonzzy: ok let me get ur #
StEpH61686: 248-7875
Ozzy Fonzzy: ok i ll call you tomorow...u wanna hang out before the variety show
StEpH61686: yea sure
Ozzy Fonzzy: ok i ll call you around 3-4
StEpH61686: good enough
StEpH61686: later
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| 03:19pm 27/02/2002 |
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*ugh* really now.
the human race never fails to surprise me
the dumbest people in my school are the people I'm happy to say will make nothing of their life yet they feel that passing judgment on others make them appear better people in their eyes like there the only one in this world who is perfect in the inadequacies I was waiting inside for ally because she was at a track meeting so I sat and wrote about how friendships are bullshit and just the fucking stupid ass kids just come and start talking about sports and how hes not playing something hes playing someone and this makes me gag and want to gouge my eyes out its like people like that in the world who has this big ego of themselves. I hate how people don't realize that your actions affect other people and to top it off they start on the topic about which girls are fat and who think there muscular but there just fat if they could not disgrace my gender anyone these people like jimmy Chris and ben there people I truly hope will die because there is no hope for them and all they do is break down people arrogantly and walk away feeling better about themselves I hate how people judge another you can either hate someone or like them why does it always have to be about the way you look what you were people are so insecure these days I trace it back to the small mined people the race of pigheaded womanizers. it astonishes me that jimmy had the nerve to call this girl an idiot because she didn't get I bye from him and when she was leaving she confronted the issue and bumped into the door. and its just like cartoon humor how they'd laugh at something reticules like that who is jimmy to pass judgment and call this girl (who obviously has a brain somewhere ) stupid god this is coming from a kid whose being in retard classes since the start of elementary school stupid people cant call other people stupid it contradicts itself sigh I'm sorry
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| 03:09pm 26/02/2002 |
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*urg* there seems to be many people today who i royally piss me off for one going to my art class and having to put up with mikes lies and him saying he has a.d.d and i was like your such a compulsive liers hes like i had a.d.d and i said so i went to crazy camp whats the point hes like oh i went to crazy camp too i tried to commit suicide and he showed me a scratch on his arm that angered me soo fucking much because hes this kid just insulting my weakingness so id show him and i did and he felt bad and confest he had forks on the lawn and he jumped off the room he gave me a hug because he felt bad but it was funny to make someone elses problems seem insignificant
two kirsten olsen is the most childish girl ive ever known in my educational career now me and danielle were at study hall and danielle signed her cast with kitties my god and shit and shes trying to read it and shes like a'ww shit i cant fucking read that shit yo and im like wauh and im like suchlanguage shes like you do you gotts fucking problem with that and im just in awe im like blantly obveous and i always state the truth so im like kirsten your white you will always be white you were in the girl scouts you collect jewelery boxes and dance to tennie bopper songs stop trying to be somone your not it was cool we stole julios sord and kiresten thought i was gonna attack her with a paint pen and danielle thretened her with a sord very amusing but i made some racial comments i know about her being white and were all white and it came down to her telling jenn laffy i hate black people and i was like yea white surpremisy forever shes like what you got agenst black people im like i dont have anything leave me alone
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| 01:07am 26/02/2002 |
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the orginal and patented no spill clean and fill |
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| 05:05am 23/02/2002 |
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friends are nothing but cheating decaitful liers. if anyone cant just be fucking honest with another than they are of no use for my time it goes to show you opening up to people well at least the people you cant open up to theirs a perfectly good reason because they'll screw you everytime im sick to say that i tried to become friends with someone who would knowly stab me in the back no matter what it hurts but ill get over it and the scar on my arm will heal im sorry i hurt myself because of this maybe ill learn not to be so trusting in people i just dont care about anything im to fly and shy like no other so you can slit your wrist deeper than mine and bleed to dealth because your not worth my time no more drama in my life no ones ever gonna make me hurt again i will promise myself that as for you i dont care only 3 words come to mind
i hate you
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now thats fucking uncalled for
maybe people wouldnt hate you if you didnt react so harshly to everything they do
this input was refuring to danielle stabing me well at least it seems that way why do you feel everythings about you these days theres other people in this world no ones out to get you |
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| 05:04am 23/02/2002 |
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friends are nothing but cheating decaitful liers. if anyone cant just be fucking honest with another than they are of no use for my time it goes to show you opening up to people well at least the people you cant open up to theirs a perfectly good reason because they'll screw you everytime im sick to say that i tried to become friends with someone who would knowly stab me in the back no matter what it hurts but ill get over it and the scar on my arm will heal im sorry i hurt myself because of this maybe ill learn not to be so trusting in people i just dont care about anything im to fly and shy like no other so you can slit your wrist deeper than mine and bleed to dealth because your not worth my time no more drama in my life no ones ever gonna make me hurt again i will promise myself that as for you i dont care only 3 words come to mind
i hate you
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now thats fucking uncalled for
maybe people wouldnt hate you if you didnt react so harshly to everything they do
this input was refuring to danielle stabing me well at least it seems that way why do you feel everythings about you these days theres other people in this world no ones out to get you |
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| 01:07am 23/02/2002 |
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have to let you die.
I have to let you fade.
So spare me the male accusations.
I would have told you those things you wanted to hear
And I would have cared
The way you thought no one ever would.
And now my heart bleeds cold.
I refuse to be caressed by stone.
I now live emotionless and free from your pain.
My heart bleeds the darkest blood.
My heart is cold as stone
A rock feels no pain
No laughter. no loving. no contact.
YOU TELL ME ITS NOT MY FALT AND I KNOW BUT IT DOESNT HELP THE PAINS OF A BROKEN HEART I'LL MISS YOU ANTHONY |
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| 05:51pm 22/02/2002 |
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I WANT MICHELLES VIRGINITY I WILL TAKE IT
OH GOD YES I WILL |
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| 11:34pm 20/02/2002 |
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d e f tones 8000: well what
StEpH61686: can i go to the show with you
d e f tones 8000: that depends
StEpH61686: on what terms?
d e f tones 8000: that depends
StEpH61686: yes and this is the point where you said it depends on how . .. .
d e f tones 8000: that depends on how
StEpH61686: that depends on how much i think your sexy
StEpH61686: if you dont look sexy then you cant come
StEpH61686: if you do then you can
d e f tones 8000: okay
StEpH61686: ok matt i will look sexy for you
d e f tones 8000: wait no
d e f tones 8000: no!
StEpH61686: ok
StEpH61686: then fuck
StEpH61686: you
d e f tones 8000: no!
d e f tones 8000: i dunno
StEpH61686: oh i see
StEpH61686: your stupidity will destroy you
d e f tones 8000: yea...
StEpH61686: cartoons rock
d e f tones 8000: yes
d e f tones 8000: yes they dont
StEpH61686: if i could kill one person in this world and get away with their dealth it would be yours
d e f tones 8000: whys that?
d e f tones 8000: why would u kill me>?
StEpH61686: i would kill you because
d e f tones 8000: ?
StEpH61686: because . . . .
d e f tones 8000: ...........?????
StEpH61686: because you are . . .
d e f tones 8000: .......?????why?????
StEpH61686: oh
StEpH61686: sorry
StEpH61686: because you are the most
d e f tones 8000: okay
d e f tones 8000: why
d e f tones 8000: ??
StEpH61686: yes
StEpH61686: i love you too
d e f tones 8000: why do u want to kill me???
StEpH61686: why does everyone wanna kill you
d e f tones 8000: no one does
d e f tones 8000: no one important that is
StEpH61686: ok then you have nothing to worry about
d e f tones 8000: okay then
d e f tones 8000: but im asking you
d e f tones 8000: why do u want to kill me
StEpH61686: because your white
d e f tones 8000: im brown
StEpH61686: oh ok then i guess i dont wanna kill you them my mastake
d e f tones 8000: oh okay
d e f tones 8000: we all make mistakes sometimes
StEpH61686: yes but not you
d e f tones 8000: ofcourse i dont
StEpH61686: you just screw with other people
StEpH61686: and thats why you can die |
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matt must be the coolest kid in the world to put up with my butshit we went to brownies in the city and justin wasnt feeling well so he left and matt was paranoid that we wouldnt make it home alive the trip was fun trying to find our way home on sunday miracle was good but they played new songs that they were recording i didnt like them as much they had no depth no meaning towards them just sillyness it was so funny because there was this band sorry about dresden and they had the most rediculas songs i think one was about an animal and its chorus consisted of lalal alla la and the guy who was singing looked like a cackling fool and me and matt just looked at eachother and were like wtf and laughed at the stupidity of it all then feel back to sleep
but we wound up in brooklyn because we took the l train which there was a big sign that justin informed me of later that says straight to brooklyn so we wound up in brooklyn and had no choice but to go to the streets so we went up the stairs and figured we cross the street and go the otehr way and so we went down those stairs which led us to the other side of the exit and we were so confused the guys like you were already here we just went down from the other side so i felt stupid we finally got to the train and we on our wasy back to point 0 it was stupid it was fun waiting for the a train because matt kept trying to fondle me i put myself in a tight ball so mat couldnt rape me and he was to lazy and concerned about what his mom was gonna do to him to mess with the ball so we finally made it to penn and matt had to take my money because i was hungry and he was afraid we wouldnt have enough but we got on the train and yay we were going home yea it was like fucking 2 in the morning but what ever when we got to mineola his parents picked him up while i had to run my ass home if like 10 degree temperTUREs with a bad wwind chill factor so when i got home i was all dying my mom was up so thats never good but she gave me drugs and i passed out in my make shift bed in my closet |
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| 12:46pm 10/02/2002 |
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my mind is conjouring rash decisions without asking myself permision, theres too much shit that i have to deal with, i wish i could just get a grip, a tear rolls down my cheak in vain, sweaty pores i cant forget the pain...my release isnt releasing my emotions...its not ok, these things that flash through my brain, maybe their right, maybe i am insane, i finally thought that i had it all together, when will it get any better, memories of that night bring tears, i scream but nobody hears...my release isnt releasing my emotions...its an unheard cry for help, but they only care about themselves, i finally thought that i had it all together, when will it get any better, memories of that night bring tears, i scream but nobody hears...my release is not releasing my emotions...what have i done, just another jaded man, tired and exhausted with who i am, is there a cure for this emptiness? alone and drowning in my own distress, what have i done, alone and secluded, erased from their memories, discluded...filthy hands poke at my eyes, filthy mouths gnaw at my eyes, filthy needles stab at my eyes, filthy me I LOVE THESE LYRIC THERE REALLY DEEP NOT LIKE THE EVERYDAY BULSHIT YOU HEAR ON THE RAIDO |
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| 01:36am 09/02/2002 |
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i spit on the human need of desire and love that destroys my exsistance
Hold everything dear, in your hand. In a moment it's gone, everything that you love disappears.
jake is my new formed religion
bad m o n o boy: hey have you ever had weed butter?
StEpH61686: my god no
bad m o n o boy: its so greta
bad m o n o boy: i took half an ounce, and grinded it up witha coffee grinder
StEpH61686: can it be made
bad m o n o boy: then you take it and mix it with butter and let it simmer on a pan for about 2 to 3 hours
bad m o n o boy: it makes likee a pint of butter, all you need is a table spoon to put on a piece of bread and about 30 minutes after you eat the piece of bread you 're so stonefd its like smoked an eigth
bad m o n o boy: its also a real easy way to get stoned in school, we eat the bread witht he button on it in clsses the teachers have no idea
StEpH61686: lol that is the most amazing thing ive heard in my entire life |
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| 04:35pm 08/02/2002 |
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when one eight becomes two zeros
I'm glad that you're near
and I'm sad that you're here.
That is what it's like to be me.
I'm glad that you're here
and I'm sad that you're near.
This is what it's like to die alone.
This all hurts so much
that i honestly believe
you're the one this is hard for.
I'm bartered tact for wit
and I've already made up
a billion stories about you.
Knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up,
I'm breaking up,
I guess we're breaking up.
You're not the other
you're just another.
Another hobby for a someone like me.
You're given me a heart like a gun
and I'm so shocked that I've made it through these billion days.
I didn't think I could tough it out all those days a billion.
So we're growing? I'm sure.
"There's no other I can turn to,
there's no other i can turn to if not you, heart who else can I believe?"
I hope you enjoy dying alone. |
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| 03:26pm 08/02/2002 |
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Now I have you where I want you
I know that you are listening
This is my chance to tell you everything
my chance to tell you I love you
but I've waited too long
Now the record's over
Now the record's over |
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| 01:50pm 03/02/2002 |
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Somewhere around 1 am on the western trail, I let my excesses get the better of me and I started to wax philosophically on the ins and outs of our youth. Could this be any more awkward? I don't know. I think that I think more when I'm in love, falling asleep on a stranger's house, counting down calendar days. The summer's over, and our routine's older. Nobody's wiser, and nobody's feeling the same as they did last summer, when plane rides were all the rage. I've still got my ticket stubs stuffed in my wallet. I can't compete with a continent, and I can't compete with time, but I'll try. This is either the last song for you or the first one for me. Missed me, missed me, now you gotta kiss me, but only if you mean it, and only if you know what it means to me. Let's end the question mark session with a statement I've been trying to write all day. To all of the thinkers and traveling singers, dorm-room philosophers at home or abroad, I leave you with one little piece of me before I go sending you off: I hope that I'm wrong. |
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| 05:34pm 29/01/2002 |
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mood:  amused music: auto pilot off - ?
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me and rob are siting on my bed doing . . . nothing justins coming over soo robs reading what im typing its funny he says i have no life its better than saying what do you wanna do hes really ummmm fagy because he hasnt gone down on me yet |
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| 06:04pm 28/01/2002 |
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angel is the emotional version of me : sometimes we find our thoughts hidden inside of us of all those things we thought we had forgotten all those we left behind and all those who left us behind and that thought becomes a tear, a black tear of time or timeless perhaps, but we blame others for the path our lives have chosen and then we want to walk back to the begining and hope we can find all those who, like me, went different paths believing it was the right one and never forgetting that there was something we never thought we'd have to leave, but like the ice, they keep frozen waiting for that minute where the heat of time comes back and melts the barrier to have that back. We close our eyes and each one of us goes to a different world, never the same one our hearts sounds like a violin, crying without tears when the time comes to realize that no matter all that we have we are alone. |
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| 06:01pm 28/01/2002 |
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mood:  quixotic music: keepsake - sweet white lies
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today was a pretty cool day rob was saposed to meet me outside after school but he never showed i didnt really notice though doug ben and dan came over to jam oh god it was bad somehow tom mcman and i think this kid marco of some sort came in the garadge and tom was just siting there while that other kid played he was actually good and we all chilled dan trashed my yard broke a knome with a stick and he broke the talking knome yes the one justin got me when i came back from crazy camp slit him when you see him anyway they left and i saw angel rob come over but i walked with angel like half way to his house and when i got back rob and the others were gone so now im here its ok i guess |
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